Slave to money

A friend got me a one week part time job starting Friday till the end of the month. It’s a sales promoting job. Thanks to him I can pay off my rent and food for this month. Most people live to reproduce and sustain a living. I just live to be happy. Working isn’t a happy thing but it’s a reality we’ve got to face in order to sustain a living. I’m not going to live a coded process in our genes just to ensure the survival of the species.

Everything today has a price for that we can’t ignore. With 10 hours of work, 2 hours on the road and 8 hours for sleep, there’s only 4 hours a day for me to enjoy my free time. With my poor time management, those 4 hours can be also lost. How did modern life ever become like this? Not many people can make a living out of their interest or hobbies these days.

Yam's Blog With Cogs

I had an interesting find today that Yam from “Yam's Blog With Cogs” added a link to タママの嫉妬と怨念log. Yam somehow discovered that I view his weblog from time to time. I appreciated Yam putting a link to タママの嫉妬と怨念log. I made a link to “Yam's Blog With Cogs” sometime ago for my easier access there.

Yam is a mysterious being I presume who has a different and humorous view at situations. Yam draws very nice manga styled illustrations even though Yam denies ever reading any manga. Stop by “Yam's Blog With Cogs” for stories out of the blue.

Yam made a post here saying that I have fetish for anime is however irrelevant. I would say that I adore and am very passionate towards anime characters. Anime characters can be brought to life by fan fictions and live forever in our dreams and reminiscences.

Tama Kero 5

I have browse to another cute Tamama ＆ Keroro webpage by Pyoko様. タマ５ is one of the cutest webpage I have seen yet. Pyoko様 is very dedicated to タマ５. It is frequently updated with memos and diary entries. There is even a page for mobile phones. Pyoko様 also likes Hikago ＆ Akira so one can also check out Pyoko Cabin for cute Hikago ＆ Akira works through the link on the main page.

The memo in the gallery section is filled with interesting photos with thoughts of mostly models or plush toys of Tamama ＆ Keroro in various lovely scenes. There are also other exciting subjects in the memo that Pyoko様　shares. Pyoko様　creates very cute illustrations that makes one sigh in adoration. The photo diary in gallery are picture journal of Tamama ＆ Keroro plush toys. The diary in gallery is an illustration journal of Tamama ＆ Keroro’s everyday doings.

Pyoko様 is very devoted to Tamama ＆ Keroro’s love that Pyoko様 created the “Tamama V Keroro alliance” （タマｖケロ同盟）. I added the link to “タマｖケロ同盟” to support the “Tamama V Keroro alliance”. There are too many cute illustrations of Tamama ＆ Keroro’s divine love at タマ５ to be expressed here. Please have a visit to タマ５ but please be responsible and do not offend the author during your visit. And please do not reuse the respected author's works without written permission from author.

Reasons to blog

I feel that maintaining weblog isn’t that easy after all. I always come up with many ideas for articles but never really execute them. Sometimes out of laziness, sometimes out of lack of confidence. My life had always been like that but if you think we’re all the same, believe me. You’re far better then my lack of actions.

Maybe just talking like this to my weblog is better than thinking up something to write about because I can just write my mind out. I have been a bit too expressive a few posts back because I was writing my heart out. Reveling too much about one self to the world on a publicly accessible webpage isn’t so nice as some personal information might be used against the writer although it feels so darn good.

There I go again, writing up unfocused stories that bore people. I’m just trying to reach out to the world to communicate with people who might have the same ideas or feelings. Or am I just trying to keep this weblog updated? You just have to stay tuned for more 嫉妬 and 怨念. Isn’t that why we blog?

Love is strong to the death and after.

My savings are finished I’m in heavy debt. I’m still borrowing. I haven’t found a job. I still love Tamama. But I still have feelings for Takato. With love in mind, I don’t really care what happens in reality.

Happiness fills my heart while reality tears my life apart.

ＤＯ　ＹＡ　ＤＯ　夢の続き　ＤＯ　ＹＡ　ＤＯ　見させてよね

Don't die.

I'm sorry I don't have time to update this weblog but I can't believe I posted 4 post in 12 hours at Tech N Tools. I had more information for Tech N Tools for me to keep writing but I wanted to focus more here at タママの嫉妬と怨念log.


I'll try hard to come up with content for タママの嫉妬と怨念log. I love タママの嫉妬と怨念log more than Tech N Tools. So, no. I won't let slow down. I want an audience to communicate with.

A try at quotes

“What is important to one of the other doesn’t appear important to the other”

My theory to selfishness and success.

Breaking of the psyche

I’ve been spending too much time on Tech N Tools that I haven’t updated タママの嫉妬と怨念log for 2 days. I even missed about 5 episodes Keroro Gunsou. Too bad I can’t earn a living doing what I like. I still haven’t gotten a haircut and start looking for a job. Without a diploma under my arms it’s hard to get a good job that qualifies me for a credit card in Malaysia. In Malaysia you need to earn at least USD400 per month to be eligible for an application.

I’ve already finished using all my savings and started borrowing money from friends which is bad, I know. I’m just too picky at finding a job. Sure there are many places where they need salespersons with decent pay but I’m not into speaking with Malaysians. I don’t like hiding my feelings behind a fake smile towards people. Its life but I’m not a born to deceive.

An office job is tough too because people will percept you from your cover, not bothering with the content. Ok, I know the rules to life but I guess I’m best at deceiving myself with my fantasies. Some people might think I’m revealing too much about myself but I feel that I will die any moment I like. So having expressed my true self will preserve my thoughts here until Blogger.com decides to delete this lonely page.

By the way, I added a link to Keroro Island to the right SideBar. I went to Keroro Island and download line drawings of the Keroro Platoon for colouring. I’ve just finished colouring Keroro with colour pencils. It’s been a long while since I’ve used colour pencils. Ah….I think my colouring skills are worst than a elementary school children’s work.

It’s weird. It’s like I’m born without any talents for the things I love to do. I think I only have a talent to day dream. Where ever I am, what ever I’m doing my mind is never paying attention while drifting to the far end of the universe meeting some Kerons. Tamama sitting beside me is up my mind this very instant.

Yeah, this weblog is now officially my ranting place. Or I can call it Open Diary.

Lost Psyche

Anyone of you getting worried that you will never find a soul mate because all your life you’ve been in love with cute anime or manga characters. It’s easy to see the truth but the truth is ugly. Real humans are really difficult characters to get along with. Leave aside “for the rest of your life”.

On of my best friend is a plush toy of Keroro Gunsou. He doesn’t need to smile or talk with me but seeing him just makes me happy for no reason. That’s a special gift that no human will be able to give. With humans I just get pain and sadness in incalculable ways. Keroro Gunsou might silently take over the world one day. I wouldn’t be happier if all humans’ parish. Where a better life could start all over again on this poisoned little planet.

Unfortunately, I’m not sure when Keroro Gunsou will get serious about his operations. It would be nice if Tamama was around. He would lighten any dark soul and lift any spirit with the shine of his brilliant round eyes. I hope Tamama isn’t eating junk food again. I think it’s bad for his health but he is addicted to it.

Tamama and Keroro makes such a fine pair but Keroro seems too busy to notice Tamama’s love for him. If I was Keroro I would take my chances with Tamama. Tamama is the one kind that you’ll only meet once in your lifetime. Poor Tamama is trying hard to get attention but he always end up in jealousy and a deep-seated grudge because Keroro pays more attention to Moa.

The jealousy, the grudge………. deep-seated grudge………嫉妬…….怨念……. 怨念….. 嫉妬………are these the reasons to live for? Why are all the most beautiful things in the universe in your mind. Time is still flowing, so is my blood. This psyche just doesn’t fit here.

共鳴 ：タマタマタマタマタマタマタマタマタマタマタマタマタマタマタマタマタマタマタマ。。。。。。。。。

I wonder if any Japanese person would ever stumble across my weblog. With so many Japanese characters used here, my weblog might get listed on the search engines that they use.

Many people who came here thought I know the Japanese language. Sad to say, I don’t. Maybe a little bit. Mainly from watching a lot of Japanese anime and listening to Japanese songs. I’ve got a few Taiwanese visitors searching for Tamama on Google that stumbled here. I can read a bit of Chinese actually but I was lazy and didn’t take the language during my secondary school years. But let me say 歡迎你到我的 weblog to my Taiwanese visitors. And to visitors from the mainland, 我也欢迎你们。That’s as good as my Chinese gets. Oh, and to any potential visits from Japan, はじめましてどじょよろしく。

I love Tamama but Tamama loves Keroro

Getting Back to my personal interest here, I added 3 new links to Tamama Nitouhei and Keroro Gunsou related webpages. Two of them, Tamama Island and 梅田食品うぇぶさいと are personal homepages by Hiiro 様 and Chikurin 様 respectively. Both homepages are very lovely and I like their works very much. The third link is a guide to the Keroro Gunsou comic and animation from wikipedia.

Tamama Island has illustration and short illustrated stories. Hiiro 様 does very cute illustration of Tamama in many different settings. Most of them are about his love towards Keroro which is very lovely. The illustrated stories are funny short clips of Tamama and Keroro having fun and doing silly things. I like the way Hiiro 様 draws Tamama happily enjoys his time alone with Keroro while Keroro looking a bit uneasy with the situation. Hiiro 様 summarize a bit about his every illustrations. Too bad I cannot read what he is writing. Tamama Island is simple and easy to browse around. He communicates with his fans through email. An illustration BBS have would be nice for Hiiro 様’s fans to show him their works too.

In 梅田食品うぇぶさいと, Chikurin 様 illustrates the Keroro platoon in human form. His illustration of Tamama in human form is cute but I think I like Tamama as himself better. There are also illustrations of the Keroro Platoon in their original forms too. Chikurin 様 draws illustration of other characters from other animation too but I don’t recognize them because I haven’t seen their animations yet. You can find some of Chikurin 様’s original works here too. 梅田食品うぇぶさいと also have an illustration BBS where visitors to his page can post their drawings up to the bulletin board. There’s also an animation thoughts BBS where Chikurin 様 gives his views on TV animation that he has seen. Chikurin 様 is very active at his homepage and post messages and comments to his fans very often.

These two are very nice to visit if you love Tamama and the Keroro Platoon. But please be responsible and do not offend the authors during your visit. And please do not reuse the respected author's works without written permission from authors.